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Look who's back?!

LOL! Guess what?

I'M OFFICIALLY 21ST!!!!

Getting really old already. :(

Last wednesday was my 21st birthday which is exactly one week ago. I had a little celebration with the loves one since I don't want any big celebration. 21st birthday definitely means something to everyone. It used to be something that is very important to me as most of the people think that 21st birthday is a special one and we should throw something big for it. But when it getting closer, here comes a question that I need to figure out. If 21st birthday means something special because we only can have 21st birthday once in our life, what bout 22nd birthday or 30th birthday?

Anyway, had my celebration with the family when dad is back from Johor and I've a relaxing trip with uncle yee. We visited Kukub Island which is basically located in Johor and apparently it is the southest place of our country.( Not sure it's true or uncle yee trying to bluff me) LOL

Kukub Island  is a mangrove island located at about 1 km offshore from the 150-year-old fishing village. Most of the people built house on the mangrove area and some of them built their house on the sea. We stayed in a homestay, hosted by an old couple and their 5 years old grand daughter.

We get to enjoy the delicious local food on the first day at the restaurant and had barbeque at night.

The next day, we had a little tour in the national park by boat and visited some fish farm on the sea before back to KL. It was a relaxing and comfortable trip although it was a little rush but I did had a really good time there. Uncle yee and friends also made a little surprise by magically transform a cake to me. Thank you people.

Just realize that when your're getting older, you want things to be simplify. The less people the happier. Lol. 

Also thank you Jane and Elaine who brought along the annoying sis to give me a surprise on my birthday. Thank you everyone. Especially my parents.♥

I'm Officially 21st! I promise that I won't grow up and will definitely be more and more childish. So watch out!

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Suddenly realized that its May already which mean by end of the month I can continue to pursue my studies. It's been almost one and a half year I left school and now I'm finally back to studies. It makes me so happy.

The previous one year have been a really long journey for me to find out what I really want for my future. When I just gotten my STPM result, I know the chance to get into local government uni was really low. So the moment uni website open for student to choose the courses to pursue, I chose courses that are not famous and low requirement. However I still couldn't make it to get into local government uni. The moment I know I couldn't make it, I was really angry at myself and really upset. I know I didn't even study well in the exam and this is what I deserve. To make myself not to ruin my own future, I started to figure out what I really want for my future. Not only it will be my job but something that I'll think its fun and challenging and I can totally in love with what I'm going to do. I just hope that I can finish my degree and won't give up easily. *finger crossed 

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It's been 3 months. ❤️

Everyone thought I was kidding when I said someone is trying his best to get my attention.
My family was so surprise that girl like me who is rude and not girlish will got admirer. HAHAHA
I still remember how nervous you were when you confessed while you're holding a bouquet of fresh flowers.
That shocked look when I said I will consider only if you get me black roses.
And to my surprise, you really manage to get me black roses.

I couldn't be thankful much that you accept how weird and retard I am after I've showed you all those silly stuff I always did. Not to mention you accept me for being who I am after knowing my past and tolerate with my attitude.

Most important is you never judge me or my friend and yet you respect my choices and decisions.
You listened to my problem and discuss things with me instead of telling me what I shouldn't do. Besides you always encourage me to chase my dreams instead of telling me I won't be success without letting me to try.

Thank you for always motivates me to become a better person and show me the potential I don't see in myself. I love you.♡♥

2015 🌠

Lets say bye to 2015 and  hello to 2016.

2015 has been really happening for me as there's a lot of things happened.

I met new friends, working full time in a construction and development company which is really busy and stressful, emotions got up and down because of studies plan and a lot more little things that's uncountable.

Sometimes you realize growing up is fun but sometimes you just hate growing up. (ironic huh?) 

Anyway, as you grow up you get to experience things you can never thought you can do when you're young. You get to know you have to take up more responsibility. You realize you can't be childish anymore. You know times wait no one. You know how to be yourself and not simply impress anyone who's not important. You know who will always be there when you need them.

Don't ask how it happened, you just know when it's time.

I'm really enjoying every moment now with people I love and people who's important to me.

It's amazing how you can change to be a better person in one year time. 

All the best in 2016. 🎉 🍷

 

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As the elder daughter in the family, I'm always the one who have to take up the responsibility. Sometimes it's kinda stressful for me especially when there's lot of things that is pending to be solved and time is always not enough. I'm always the driver who have to fetch grandma to the market every Sunday morning or taking care of grandpa health condition and making sure he eat his medicine on time. It seems like some easy job but sometimes you just hate it when you have to wake up early every single day.

Until you realize there's not much time left for you to spend with the elderly.

I was out with friends on a relaxing Sunday and realized grandpa vomited when I reached home. Its in black colour and I thought that's because he had coffee in the afternoon. He looks pale,weak and no appetite which is very rare cause he love to eat and he eat almost everything. LOL.

So I brought him to clinic and that old doctor told me he suspected my grandpa got heart attack and told me to send him to hospital emergency ward. ._.

He just listen to my grandpa heartbeat and stop the helper from putting on the blood pressure cuff by giving her a NO hand sign. At the time I saw his action I already got panicked since I'm the only one there and my grandpa keep telling me he is very dizzy (I don't think I can carry him if he faint). I rushed to the hospital after I got the refer letter from the clinic.

After sent him into the emergency ward, I waited outside.

Since the doctor told me my grandpa suspected heart attack, I called my aunt just in case anything serious happen. So they came after dinner and we waited outside for few hours. Somehow that's my second time waiting in the emergency. I remembered the first time waited there alone when brother is inside the ward. The feeling of endless hours waiting alone is so terrified. Parents were outstation at that time and I don't know who to find. End up Kenji who's doing national service in Singapore skype and talk with me.

Kay, back to the topic. We waited till 1a.m. and the investigating report is out and we've been told my grandpa is having internal bleeding. He have to admit hospital and we went home after all the check in process.

The next day, we've been told the causes of internal bleeding is due to stomach ulcer and he have to stay in the ward for few days after the treatment. So, I was busy in and out hospital till Friday after he's allowed to discharge. 

Attended cousin Ang's wedding in hometown during the weekend and back to KL on Monday. I brought him to his medical check up and the doctor told me have to be very careful cause the dose of  the medicine my grandpa consuming to prevent heart attack has been lowered to stop his internal bleeding. On the same day, my mom knocked my door in 3a.m. and told me my grandpa is unconscious. My grandma was so worried cause we all thought that he has heart attack. Called ambulance, the medical team checked and its because his sugar level dropped to 2 which is extremely low for patient who have diabetes. After they injected some medicine, he's back to normal but he still have to go hospital. I followed and there goes my third time staying outside emergency ward alone. Back to home early morning changed and back to work. 

After this incident, there's few people praised me for what I've done and saying I'm so independent and reliable. I'm really thankful for every single things that I've went through and make me stronger and tougher today. And then I tell myself not to complaint anymore. Spending a little time with them is actually not that hard and it's so precious cause life is unpredictable.☮

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Life has been really hectic since August and I love my life although it causes tiredness but it's the little things that happened in life made us happier.

So, we planned a farewell + birthday celebration for Nee before she leave and continue her studies in Pahang. The preparation was so last minute and everything have to settled in one week time. It's insane but luckily we made it.
We recorded some short clips from our friends in high school and some of Nee's form 6 classmate. We also managed to invite her parents to give some words for her. She cried when she is watching the video and I guess that is one of the purpose we made her the video. That totally worth for those sleepless nights HAHAHA
Not to mention those embarrassing and awkward moment when we're recording the video. Thousand watt of staring from strangers. LOL
Also it was my first time went hiking in Broga Hill and I'm too genius I got so excited when we're on the way back and sprained my ankle. As usual, your friends laugh at you before they help you, so I guess I made Kah Yen and Nee's day again.HA!
And thanks to the cacated leg, I got 2days MC from doctor and have enough sleep in the day time to cover back those sleepless night.

 When we're busy making the video.

 Two of us worked till 5a.m. while yen and ky already slept.

 My 24 hours never sleep face and nee's  I woke up with enough sleep face. Lol

Had a gathering with my Wesley Warrior before some of them leave KL and continue their studies. That was a really fun night. Thanks Guys and all the best in the future. I miss everyone already. T.T

 Bitch I miss you.♡

 Best classmate ever. ★

Due to everyone is going to further study in different area, Apple suggested a 5sc1 gathering and luckily most of us able to make it. After 3 years graduated and never see some of them, this gathering makes me realize time flies and we're getting old. Had a try in a cafe which served pancake with that 3 bff before joining the gathering and I love the food. (说好的减肥呢?）LOLOL

 4 retarded child who love pancakes. 🎀

Till then. Good Luck Everyone. 🌸

*Wanted to update blog in November. But oh well, it's up now. HAHAHAHA

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Finally crawl back here to update abit before I'm too old and forget everything that happened. Lol 

Was too lazy to update last month.

Guess life was too tough that I got a little tired for growing up. I've been trying to be tough and independent all the time since graduated high school. Somehow I manage to I guess. Well at least I am compare to most of the teenagers in my age. Have been working non stop since January, working life is so dull. The car is giving me so many problems that I have to visit the workshop almost every month. Mehhhh. Result for uni is out on Monday but sadly I didn't get any offer. Oh well, applied for second time and wish I can get it. *finger crossed.

Today is mom's birthday and my parents anniversary. Yay! *pops confetti 

Dad came back on Thursday and we have been having nice food everyday. There goes my diet plan.  ._. 

I donated my blood for the first time exactly one year ago, guess I should have do that again to help others. 

Had dinner with parents and grandparents at a buffet restaurant. I'm too full to move now. Lolol 

Happy Birthday mommy! 

With grandparents

And the annoying kids.

Bro dragged me to his basketball training this morning cause he can't stand I always tell him I'm fat. HAHAHA

Told dad I wanted gummy candies so badly and asked him to buy me candies. Lolol. When I thought he would say no but instead he said yes. I'm the happiest kid in the world. XD 

Sometimes, I wish I was a kid so I can get happy over small things easily and doesn't have to worry about other stuff. :/

Okay this post is so random I should end here. :P