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Had a barbeque class party with classmates at Navi's place yesterday.
It was fun cause we have lots of good foods, music and the best is I don't have to cook the food.
Cause Calvin,Harry and Yew Hoo cooked all the food.
All I did was sitting there and food is served. So happy.
Everything was good except I can't jump into the pool cause I'm an elephant and the pool can't fit me.
LOL just kidding la I'm having period and that's the reason. Hahaha.

Warrior of Upper 6 Wesley 2014!!

With Teo Gi & Mei Qi

Also the most independent girl Ye Hui. :)

Went to Steven's Corner after some of them went home.

But too bad la. Everyone are busy next day so we went home around 12 something.

I actually thought we can hang out at least till 3am. Lol.

♥ Gonna sleep now and wake up later for World Cup final hahahaha.

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Do you ever have a feeling that you lost yourself?
I mean you are doing the things you suppose to do everyday but something in you is missing.
I don't know how to express the feeling perhaps it's just complicated inside.
Going to school everyday and had fun with everyone as usual but after every laugh you got the lonely feeling inside?
Maybe time is the matter to calm myself.

Anyway, life is unfair.
People always say be yourself no matter what.
As I grow older, I doubt it.
There's different people surround us everyday but not everyone can accept the real us.
There's some people who like to pretend and still everyone believe what the fake people say.
Sometimes I just felt so annoyed that is it I'm the one that have a problem with it or the others are all blind.
I know I'm not a perfect person and nobody is perfect.

I wish I could be tougher and stronger with a mind that can tolerate everything.

KEEP CALM. :)

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Today is the last day of holidays.

I have a busy life for this holidays.

Working everyday and had some outing with cousins.

My birthday fall on this holiday too.

I celebrated it with my family. I love the life I'm having now.

Although it's quite tough for me now but I know I enjoy it and it lead me to a better life.

Had awesome midnight outing with cousins since cousin Hoe came back from Ireland for a short break.

That night was a crazy night. We went home 4a.m. and woke up 6a.m. to prepare for work the next day. 

I have to work for 15 hours that day. It made me so tired but I'm happy.

Sometimes you have to go through a path full with challenges,

it may be a little tougher than other path,

it makes you tired and sad,

but don't worry, the more you been through, the more you learned.

At the end of the day, you are the one who gained the most.

为梦想而奋斗,我很快乐.♥

10 things about me

1. I'm a very lazy person.

2. I love everything about Eiffel Tower and Paris.

3. I love pink and black.

4. I swear a lot.

5. Sleep is my hobby.

6. I love rose and baby's breath.

7. I don't like cat but I like hello kitty.

8. I don't like raw food but I love Japanese food.

9. I'm not pretty.

10. I'm not good in studies.

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Happy Mother's Day to every mom!

8 days left till sem 2 STPM and I'm still slacking here.

Haven't start any revision yet cause too lazy and no motivation.

Anyway, I had a great and awesome weekend spent with family.

Yesterday was school open day so both my parents went to school and get my report card.

My result sucks lol.

Had midnight movie with cousin at Midvalley and 6 of us plan it last minute.

The Amazing Spiderman 2 is awesome and I love Emma Stone. 

No wonder Harry Lean got obsessed with her.

She is HOT! Gwen shouldn't die! errghh I almost cry when she died.

I love all the actor and actress in the movie.

Andrew Garfield and Dane DeHann are super handsome.

♥♥♥

Reached home quite late and continue watching drama with brother till 5a.m.

Such a long time never try sleeping late and causes me have migraine and dark eye circles for the whole day.

Have lunch with granduncle since it's his 70th birthday and visited aunty Mei house.

Baby Jazzlyn is a cute baby lolol. She is so cute that I feel like pack her in my bag and bring her everywhere with me like a doll. ♥

Alright I'm tired and sleepy gonna hit the sack now. Nights.♥

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Having imsonia for few weeks.
Doing nothing except lying on the bed and starring at the ceiling. Call me unproductive.
Exam is around the corner.
 I still don't feel like studying. Arggh something must be wrong with me.

Have been reading lots of articles but still nothing motivate me.
What is the best thing to motivate a person to study?
Everyone so hardworking and I'm the only one still slacking around.
Oh god.
I need a trip to get away from here.
A trip that could make me relax.

Anyhow, period is a bitch.
My mood change frequently nowadays.
I could be hyperactive now and no more energy till don't feel like talking the next minute.
Okay, I blame the hormones lol.

Miss my cousin and that midnight we went to Genting Highland together just to take picture at the road side.
Those crazy time haha.
Holiday please come faster, I can't wait for it anymore.
Give me some crazy thing or crazy drama now.
Life now are boring.

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You know there's sometime when you started to confuse whether the way you chose is the correct way or not.

Of course I know there shouldn't be any regret for the decision you'd made. Looking back the path you walked is the proudest things.

 People always says don't look at the final result but the process. I did felt proud especially when I've finally become a prefect during my secondary school life. To be honest, there was few times I feel like giving up because I couldn't take the stress it brings to me. But I know all the challenges makes me become tougher. 

I hate when life gives you lemon and you couldn't make lemonade. I had my own thinking for what I want but sometimes I just couldn't make it. I know I want it but I can't make it. Perhaps I'm just too complicated inside haha. (Blahh..I don't know what I'm trying to say)

I wanted to be successful like how others did but I can't. My burden is so heavy, I couldn't just leave everything there and left. I know I can do it one day, time is the matter. :)