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You know there's sometime when you started to confuse whether the way you chose is the correct way or not.

Of course I know there shouldn't be any regret for the decision you'd made. Looking back the path you walked is the proudest things.

 People always says don't look at the final result but the process. I did felt proud especially when I've finally become a prefect during my secondary school life. To be honest, there was few times I feel like giving up because I couldn't take the stress it brings to me. But I know all the challenges makes me become tougher. 

I hate when life gives you lemon and you couldn't make lemonade. I had my own thinking for what I want but sometimes I just couldn't make it. I know I want it but I can't make it. Perhaps I'm just too complicated inside haha. (Blahh..I don't know what I'm trying to say)

I wanted to be successful like how others did but I can't. My burden is so heavy, I couldn't just leave everything there and left. I know I can do it one day, time is the matter. :)