I always try to be someone who can bring happiness and laughter to others even I'm always being mean and sarcastic. People always thought that I'm optimistic person but little did they know my mood swing really fast, especially during midnight and I couldn't sleep.
Every time when my life is going to be in a new chapter, or I should say when things started to change. I become someone who can't sleep and got depress till I stuff food in my mouth 24/7.
It's sad when you know you shouldn't be like this but you just can't control yourself.
Guess I got really stressed about my future. Heck I can't even imagine what is my future going to be like. I'm clueless.
CLUELESS.
I don't really know whether I can get my ass into uni. It's so depressing when everyone around you know what are the best for them and they clearly know what they want or what they going to do with their life when I'm the one that don't even know what to do with the future.
Sometimes, I wonder what is the purpose God let us born and be the most intelligent one among living things?
A good question right? I know. HA.
Anyway I wish things goes smooth and I know I can only have faith and keep believe that miracles could happen. :D
The turning point in the process of growing up is when you discover the core of strength within you that survives all hurt.- Max Lerner
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