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Here's come to end of September. 

It also means sem break! 

Well actually it's the third week of the break already. I've been wasted one week for being a sloth. I mean literally life of a sloth. Lol 

Sleep and lay on the bed for whole day like a panda but still tired and lazy. Honestly I've no idea why. 

On the last day of the exam, I went back to uncle Yee hometown right after my exam and celebrated moon cake festival for the first time in a village. People really brought out the table and chair to the garden and enjoy the moon. They prepared food and chat under the moon. Kids bringing lantern and walk around in the neighborhood. Wow it's like the first time ever I see people doing this. During my primary school time, often read essay bout how people celebrate the festival with some tradition. As a kid living in the city, I've never seen people do something like this. 

Also accompany uncle Yee to remove his cacat wisdom teeth. Other than this, I've became my grandma personal driver as well. Went to market 3 times a week. And also learn some plumbing skills since there's some problem with the sink and water tap in the bathroom. Luckily Aunty Tho and her husband came to rescue. Lol 

 

Sum of my holiday report. Lol will see if I've done anything productive or special for the next two weeks. Till then xoxo 

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Look who's back?!

LOL! Guess what?

I'M OFFICIALLY 21ST!!!!

Getting really old already. :(

Last wednesday was my 21st birthday which is exactly one week ago. I had a little celebration with the loves one since I don't want any big celebration. 21st birthday definitely means something to everyone. It used to be something that is very important to me as most of the people think that 21st birthday is a special one and we should throw something big for it. But when it getting closer, here comes a question that I need to figure out. If 21st birthday means something special because we only can have 21st birthday once in our life, what bout 22nd birthday or 30th birthday?

Anyway, had my celebration with the family when dad is back from Johor and I've a relaxing trip with uncle yee. We visited Kukub Island which is basically located in Johor and apparently it is the southest place of our country.( Not sure it's true or uncle yee trying to bluff me) LOL

Kukub Island  is a mangrove island located at about 1 km offshore from the 150-year-old fishing village. Most of the people built house on the mangrove area and some of them built their house on the sea. We stayed in a homestay, hosted by an old couple and their 5 years old grand daughter.

We get to enjoy the delicious local food on the first day at the restaurant and had barbeque at night.

The next day, we had a little tour in the national park by boat and visited some fish farm on the sea before back to KL. It was a relaxing and comfortable trip although it was a little rush but I did had a really good time there. Uncle yee and friends also made a little surprise by magically transform a cake to me. Thank you people.

Just realize that when your're getting older, you want things to be simplify. The less people the happier. Lol. 

Also thank you Jane and Elaine who brought along the annoying sis to give me a surprise on my birthday. Thank you everyone. Especially my parents.♥

I'm Officially 21st! I promise that I won't grow up and will definitely be more and more childish. So watch out!

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Suddenly realized that its May already which mean by end of the month I can continue to pursue my studies. It's been almost one and a half year I left school and now I'm finally back to studies. It makes me so happy.

The previous one year have been a really long journey for me to find out what I really want for my future. When I just gotten my STPM result, I know the chance to get into local government uni was really low. So the moment uni website open for student to choose the courses to pursue, I chose courses that are not famous and low requirement. However I still couldn't make it to get into local government uni. The moment I know I couldn't make it, I was really angry at myself and really upset. I know I didn't even study well in the exam and this is what I deserve. To make myself not to ruin my own future, I started to figure out what I really want for my future. Not only it will be my job but something that I'll think its fun and challenging and I can totally in love with what I'm going to do. I just hope that I can finish my degree and won't give up easily. *finger crossed 

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It's been 3 months. ❤️

Everyone thought I was kidding when I said someone is trying his best to get my attention.
My family was so surprise that girl like me who is rude and not girlish will got admirer. HAHAHA
I still remember how nervous you were when you confessed while you're holding a bouquet of fresh flowers.
That shocked look when I said I will consider only if you get me black roses.
And to my surprise, you really manage to get me black roses.

I couldn't be thankful much that you accept how weird and retard I am after I've showed you all those silly stuff I always did. Not to mention you accept me for being who I am after knowing my past and tolerate with my attitude.

Most important is you never judge me or my friend and yet you respect my choices and decisions.
You listened to my problem and discuss things with me instead of telling me what I shouldn't do. Besides you always encourage me to chase my dreams instead of telling me I won't be success without letting me to try.

Thank you for always motivates me to become a better person and show me the potential I don't see in myself. I love you.♡♥