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It has been some time for me to wake up early willingly and have an enjoyable morning. Most of the time I wake up early is either fetch my sister for school,rushing to work or fetching my grandma to market on a weekend. Not to mention how long I never have time to read newspapers.

Having a cup of ice coffee and my favorite nasi lemak on weekend like today is blessed.  

And I realize I'm having a life that I wanted since kid. 

Working in office with friendly people, busy all the time.

Having people that I love around me and they love me too. 

What else I can ask for?

People asked me how I feel after being single. My answer would be happy. 

It's not that I don't like being in a relationship. I guess it can describe like this where either being single or in a relationship makes us grow anyway. 

The different is grow up in different perspective.

Human is always greedy. 

When you're in a relationship, you want freedom. When you're not, you want to be in a relationship.

Realizing being single for almost a year, I'm thinking more mature. 

I've put myself in a relationship way too young. Never had a chance to explore the world yet. 

And now, I can make friends easily without worrying the other half would get jealous, hanging out with friends whenever I want. 

And most important, no more arguments.

People asked me hate him or not. 

I don't. Maybe was. But not now. 

Hate is a very strong word. Hating someone is torturing. You're the one who suffer if you have the hate feelings inside you.

We're now stranger if you wanna ask.

We don't contact anymore and I'm not interested with his life.

If he's having a better life, then congrats.

If he's life is still the same, then it's his choice.

Whether being in a relationship or not is a very complicated question. 

The best answer will always be, are you satisfied with your life now. 

I used to think that I've to be in a relationship no matter what.

But then again, why should you do that if he's not the suitable one? 

Making ownself suffer and hate the life is not the purpose we live. 

Having someone who can make your life happier is.

Don't get me wrong, I still believe in true love. 

Where one day, I'll find someone that makes me happy, understand my stupid joke, love me no matter what I did.

But it's not the time yet. 

I've read a quote, it says before you found the right person, the best way is keep yourself in a rational single-ship.

在遇到對的人之前,最好的辦法是保持一段理智的單身.

Don't get yourself in a relationship if you haven't ready. Love yourself more. 

在一切变好之前，我们总要经历一些不开心的日子，这段日子也许很长，也许只是一觉醒来。有时候，选择快乐，更需要勇气。

Cinderella said have courage and be kind. 

Keep yourself happy no matter what. ❤️

Bad luck day

Was having exam in the school hall and got abit nervous when teacher announced only half an hour left cause I still have an essay to go. 

And suddenly whole roof top of the school hall starting to crash from behind and the moment I turned and have a look it's like a Hollywood movie scene happening. 

All the dust coming to the front where we're all sitting and having exam. Teachers and students running toward the entrance. 

We were settled in another classroom without anything. After 20 minutes, we went into the hall to get back our papers and belongings. All of the tables and chairs were covered with dust and sand. Try to imagine a storm in a desert, that's what we saw. Luckily no one were injured. ( Can't post any picture.)

Just now, while on the way to fetch mom back from work and realized tyre punctured. Luckily bro was with me and he changed the tyre. 

I don't know what will happen next. 

I wish everything go smooth start from now. 

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有天發現自己不再年輕，

有天朋友不在經常碰面，

有天越來越不想說話，

有天我忘了微笑，

請記得一定要提醒我。

人生還很長。